I'm just going to vent about a few things in my life.
First of all, my life isn't great. My family can't really afford good things, and when we can, they're often broken by accident. I've been struggling with depression for a while, and trust me, it's not easy at all. I'm hated by a lot of people out here, and it's insanely difficult to make friends. I have body issues, I snap easily at people, I want to be hurt, i'm a slut, and I just can't really feel happy, honestly. I feel like cutting so much, but I've been able to control myself & not cut. But I've been so close to so many times. I've been beat up many times, I'm bullied a lot, I'm made fun of, I'm called names, and it's so hard to just be happy. I'm suicidal, and so are many of my close friends. I feel like no one cares for me, but I know that's not true. But I still feel that way. I just want one day where I don't feel like a little shit.
HardwiredMusic
Well, I can't think of anything to say really. I never had the guts to hurt myself honestly, so that was great/bad but to make you feel a little better, everyone has been through this, some of us can just hide it better. Also, you said you and your close friends are all suicidal, but that at least proves you HAVE close friends, all mine live a thousand miles and 40 farenheight degrees away. And although you may not agree, if you have close friends, a family, and the internet, what else can you want? I hope your life gets better but the reality of it is this, and I hope you remember this FOREVER: If you don't stand for something you might fall.. for anything. The end is where you begin.
Skiddle
My close friends are some ways away, sadly. And thanks for the support :3 I will remember that little message at the end <3